Emo1989's Journals

They were right about you

We have been friends for 4yrs

and looking back at those 4yrs gets

me thinking were they just a waste

of my time when we were

laughing joking round

while other people gave us funny looks

not once caring what other people

said about us or doing what we wanted

you know while we were friends

people said shes bad news she

isnt every nice your not gonna

go any where with her being

your friend but did i listen no

i still stayed by your side not

knowing what would happen untill now

when every thing changed and you became this low

person trying to kill your self when i

would go away to see family or hang out with other mates

and trying to pay some one to bet up my other friends

i mean im not yours and you dont own me no does and one will

im jus sorry i never listened to those people because they are right about

you i just wish i could go back and walked away then

because then i wouldnt of had to put up with

you treating me like that or making me chose you or my family

or even between you and my other mates

i all most fell sorry for you and what you do 2 people

but i guess you got what was coming to you

a life time of lonelyness

Im Dead No Joke people Are After Me Nd Mi M8ts

Ok so if i dt write bck or sme thin its coz ive bn

bet up nd cnt move or thy have kild me

dis is no fuckin joke coz thy chasd me nd mi bf

dwn da st sayin ur fuckin dead we had 2 run

in 2 sm randoms drive way nd thy would let us

in nd if u ask y dis is happin its coz mi m8t punchd hm nd

thy have 2 go 2 court coz of other things nd there nt hapy bout

it i jt thought id tel tel u i dnt care if u dont care

bt im jt sayin coz sme thin wil hapn i

jt dnt knw wat or whn

thnks 4 readin if u do

I Luv Emos

I love emos <3 READ THIS:

Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends, you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs, but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything?

Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy, but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangster, but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone?

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isn't it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking and smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

I'm not laughing.

It's so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isn't it so funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards, but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart?

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS?

KEEP ON LAUGHING

Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life?

Without knowing her situation with her friends...

Or her family...

Or her LIFE

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING!

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH!

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND!

BRAVE IS...

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES!

IT'S LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT!

IT'S GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET!

IT'S KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS!

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMORROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE!

IT'S ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMOURS!

KEEP ON LAUGHING!!!

fuck u emo haters

fuck you emo haters I am emo! and i dont give a fuck what you think of me! but im posting this blog cuz im fucking pissed off at all you emo haters! your not fucking helping emos when you make fun of us! if a person is so depressed they will cut, then your NOT helping when you call us names and are jackasses to us! FUCK! if your an emo hater, think about that next time you go to diss on emos! cuz your only making our lives worse! and emos do have reasons for cutting! oh and emo music isnt bad at all! like MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE! there a fucking awesome band!!!! but im jsut pissed off at all you emo haters! so FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dnt judge me

KnOw Me B4 YoU JuDgE Me!!!!! *â™¥* GoTtA pRoBlEm?...SoLvE iT! *â™¥* ThInK iM tRiPpIn?...TiE mY sHoE! *â™¥* KaNt StAnD mE?...SiT dOwN! *â™¥* kaNt FaCe Me?...TuRn ThA fUk ArOuNd! *â™¥* ThInK iM a BiTcH?...TrY mE! *â™¥* I UsE bRaInZ...I dNt GiV tHeM! *â™¥* LuV mE?...GuD!...HaTe Me?...EvEn BeTtAH! *â™¥* ThInK iM uGlY?...DnT lOoK aT mE! *â™¥* DoNt LiKe My StYlE?...DoNt LiKe UrZ! *â™¥* DoNt JuDgE mE iF u DnT nO mE! *â™¥* YoU tHiNk U nO?...U hAvE nO iDeA Â°.*

IM NOT GNA KISS ALL UR ASS

Hey guys meaning to da bands or ppl from the bands jt so u knw if im nt sure who u r il tel u straight up im nt gna kiss ur ass jt coz every 1 else may no u doesnt mean im gna say shit lyk OMG i luv wat ever they say coz dat jt ant me bt 2 da ppl i do knw i wil tel u dat ur mi heros nd al dat shit.

thankz dudes or who ever u r.

P.S nd yes im a fuckin punk dork bt shit happens 4 all i knw u could be a fuckin fudge packer nd dats way worse then a fuckin dork.

BOUT LYNZ ND GEE GT DA FUCK OVA IT PPL GOSH

To every 1 who hates lynz bck da fuck up shes gees wife nw nd nothin u do or say wil change there minds there gud 4 each other i mean look @ thm fuckin leave thm alne u dnt c thm havin a bitch if u tld thm u have a bf/gf its there fuckin life so lt thm live there way nt urs nd im sure gee doesnt care if u lyk hur or hate hur coz he lyks hur nd shes a fuckin kwl chick nd mi hero it may seem a bit mean the way i have said it bt al dis shit is fuckin gay wat most of u have said bout them plus no 1 wants random as ppl cumin in 2 there life n sayin ur wife isn't gud 4 u whn u dnt knw thm so ppl u say ur fans so start actin lyk it bi leain da person u say saved ur lives he mayb u appy bi bein who gee is so lt him b hapy wif lynz coz its never gna change SO JT FCKIN GT OVA IT FUCKIN HELL U SO CALLED FANS!

P.S Dis is da only tym im gna sayany thing bout thm coz im happy 4 thm

things change

has a little kids we had no care in the world
having the time of our lifes not worried about
what we look like or what group of friends
we had we just live life like it was an other day
but has we grow older things changes
people watching what they about others
getting picked on because of what they look
like and the group of friends they have
we spend more time thinking
about our hair the we do our carrer
all of us kids turning in to teenages
cahnging friends looks having no fun
because were worried about others might
say but has little kids we didnt give a fuck
all we know is things change we change

mi wish came ture

an other day at school with
no one to talk to but my self
watching people walked passed
me has if i wasnt there
seeing people holding
handing wishing i could do the same
just to talk to some one hold some
one and for them to tell me they love me
i see you looking at me and all i can think
is he looking right at me or right though
me like all the others but then you walk up to
me you talk to me and hold my
hand it was like my wish had come ture
you never let me go you show theres
more to life then just watching others
live theres your the one who saved
my life from fading and all i could wish
for is to do the same for you so im telling you i love
you for saving me being my friend having some one to talk to when
im down you werent a person who just walked pass has i was nothing
you turned me in to a person who every one could see
and hear so thank you for walking up to me and talking to
me....

im stupid just 4 ur love

You said you loved me & would never
leave me , saying you loved no one esle
but me, not wanting to let me go
you lied & broke my heart
that night i ran home crying
i felt my heart being pulled out
of my body has i walked in to the bath room
i seen some thing shine i picked it up
and held it to my wirst not wanting to
fell my pain in my heart i took
one last look at my self seeing a now cold hearted
girl who had no life in her eyes you couldnt
stand look at your self any more
you moved the blade a long your wirst
falling to the ground with blood fromimg around me
i start to fell free no pain nothing
you came running in to the bath and held me close saying why'd
you do this what you've done is stupitd
i seen a tear fall from you eyes
i smilled at him and said all i could say
im stupid just for you love
has i grow cold with no pain left in mi body
you took the blade from my cold hand
and put it to your wirst you layed
next to me saying i told you i'd never
leave you & there was no other but you
has you grow cold you
we die in each others arms
with no pain only love
at the age of 17

P.S if u think killing ur self is da way 2 go 2 solve things ur so wrong it brings pain 2 da ppl who luv u there other ways 2 slove things even if we dont think there r there r ppl u cn talk 2 nw matter wat live life not kill live coz ul never gt 2 do da things u all ways wanted 2 do i should know mi bro killed him self & i never gt 2 meet him & dats nt a lie
R.I.P chirs