and looking back at those 4yrs gets

me thinking were they just a waste

of my time when we were

laughing joking round

while other people gave us funny looks

not once caring what other people

said about us or doing what we wanted

you know while we were friends

people said shes bad news she

isnt every nice your not gonna

go any where with her being

your friend but did i listen no

i still stayed by your side not

knowing what would happen untill now

when every thing changed and you became this low

person trying to kill your self when i

would go away to see family or hang out with other mates

and trying to pay some one to bet up my other friends 

i mean im not yours and you dont own me no does and one will

im jus sorry i never listened to those people because they are right about

you i just wish i could go back and walked away then

because then i wouldnt of had to put up with

you treating me like that or making me chose you or my family

or even between you and my other mates

i all most fell sorry for you and what you do 2 people

but i guess you got what was coming to you

a life time of  lonelyness

bet up nd cnt move or thy have kild me

dis is no fuckin joke coz thy chasd me nd mi bf

dwn da st sayin ur fuckin dead we had 2 run

in 2 sm randoms drive way nd thy would let us

in nd if u ask y dis is happin its coz mi m8t punchd hm nd

thy have 2 go 2 court coz of other things nd there nt hapy bout

it i jt thought id tel tel u i dnt care if u dont care

bt im jt sayin coz sme thin wil hapn i

jt dnt knw wat or whn

 thnks 4 readin if u do

thankz dudes or who ever u r.

P.S nd yes im a fuckin punk dork bt shit happens 4 all i knw u could be a fuckin fudge packer nd dats way worse then a fuckin dork.

P.S Dis is da only tym im gna sayany thing bout thm coz im happy 4 thm